Lyrics:

Suddenly I sit up in bed, staring into space. My eyes, wide open like
those of a blind man, see only the darkness: instinctively I reach for her hand. I see with the eyes of my mind, and suddenly everything is clear. I am like someone who rises from a temporary death and is still illuminated by the eternal.
Antonia, we truly loved each other, but we were not strong enough. Love is strong and fights: we
did not know how to fight.
Antonia.
We were weak and cowardly: it was easier to run away, it was easier to keep the cat and my son.
Antonia.
I love you more than my own life, and now that I have understood it I can no longer live.
Antonia.
I was sent to save you, but I failed. If I am an
angel, I am the stupidest of angels.
Antonia...
I would like to say maybe it's not too late, maybe we can still do it, but from my mouth comes only a plea, please don't send me away.
Overwhelmed by the excess of awareness, I dive headlong into nothingness, barely held back by her arms.